I know I shouldn't care about what he is doing?

Anonymous
My ex left me at 7 months pregnant and up to this point our son is now a 1 year and 4 months. He hasn't been around. But it seems and from what I heard. he's living his best life with his girlfriend he got with after he left me and is raising her child she had from her ex husband.

As I have moved on with my son and staying strong. When he does show up to check on him or his mother checks on my son. I become very agitated and my anxiety worsens. I am trying to stay positive but it seems his life is all fun and easy compared to mine. How can I finally square these feelings?
Updates:
8 mo
And if y'all are wondering why he left me. He said he didn't love me. And couldn't raise a child with me.
8 mo
Thank you everyone!!
I know I shouldn't care about what he is doing?
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