After she broke up with me. My ex girlfriend had a Halloween party and got extremely drunk with friends. I stayed home and ate Halloween candy and watched old Price Is Right on youtube. I am just now discovering she wasn't right for me. She was obsessed with he song WAP by Cardi B, her messenger kept going off the whole time I was with her, she also used the N word a lot, even though she's about to turn 21 it felt like I was dating someone immature. It really hurt me she broke up with me because I scared her with my anxiety attacks even though I was never violent or abusive to her. I was good to her. But my heart got broken. Should I just stay single?