So I have major commitment issues so I could be deeply in love with someone but after around 3 months for some reason find any reason to break up with them. So my last relationship I did that and it’s been 4 months and I am still in love with this man, I think about him all the time. I have told him I still had feeling for him and he said “obviously I wouldn’t date you again.” I don’t think he was trying to be rude but that hurt. Anyway around to my question, I want to get him a small present for his birthday and leave it on his doorstep in the middle of the night without signing it. Is that crazy should I absolutely not do that? If I should will he know it’s me and then he will think I’m crazy? Help!!!