She posted this on her blog today and she hasn't responded to my texts or phone calls. I'm really worried now, especially since she couldn't sleep last night and was up really late texting me about what I would consider to be cheating. I'm really freaking out about this and I don't know what to do! This is what she posted on her blog (I know it's not about me since I didn't do any of the things she is referring to):
looking forward to Thursday.
he said he liked my hair so I wore it natural. he said my eyes were beautiful so I played them up. he said my shoulders were sexy so I showed them off. so here I sit, looking at him with my beautiful eyes, behind my curly blond hair that falls just past my bare shoulders. he talks to me in the exact same way and he is looking at me with the exact same hazel eyes.
But something is different. He isn’t holding my hand, his arm isn’t around me, he isn’t touching me at all, and he’s not trying to. I want to feel his arm resting on my shoulder while his fingers play with my hair. I want us to walk with our arms around each others waist. I want to feel him reaching for my hand. I knew that he was “that guy” , but I hoped that he wouldn’t be. But right now that’s not even my top concern.
All I can focus on are his lips, and how they feel against mine. I can only focus on how badly I want to be back in that moment, on the dock, in the freezing cold, where we first kissed. it was quick. but every time after that our lips met for longer and longer. when we kissed, I closed my eyes and the world went away. I want to feel that way again. part of me wants to accept that that time has passed, that I shouldn’t pursue it anymore. But now that I’ve made my cake I want to eat it too.
I’ve made up my mind. We’ve made plans to hang out on Thursday and I already know what we will do. We’re going to do what we’ve already done times ten. I would be keeping my promise, I’m not sleeping with someone unless I have strong feelings for them. I feel happier with him then I do with anyone else, probably because he is so like someone else. And at the same time, he’s so different from anyone I know. I crave every part of him. Can it be Thursday?
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you know what you have to do. you should confront her since you pretty much know the truth and that there's another guy in the picture and its totally unacceptable. I wouldn't trust her. if she has the nerve to post it to the world on her blog and text you hinting it, why would you wanna be with someone unfaithful like that?0THIS IS NOT RELEVANT ANYMORE