I vowed never to speak to her again. But I did less than a year later after she got out of rehab. But I couldn't see myself being close with her again. I hung out with her from time to time but I felt awkward. She called me frequently and I couldn't deny the feelings I still had for her. But after I found new love I lost all interest in her entirely and told her to stop calling and get lost.
She did, that is until today when I got a very heartfelt voice message from her saying things about how even though things ended terribly between us and me "hating her," she still wished me all the best and the times she spent with me were some of the best she ever had. She sounds like she has changed and she really meant what she said in her voice mail.