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Its your natural instinct as a woman seeing all these moms have just made it concious to you. Just think about the baby could you really give your child the best life possible right now? You want things and need things that are necessarily good for you at one time or anther just use sheer will and self control maybe focus on the negatives of having children watch a movie with little kids that are out of control they break stuff cry and make a lot of messes you have to watch them all the time breast feed which I'm sure is painful I've heard it is.
Just try and keep your priorities straight and remember that its perfectly normal what your expressing I have felt this a guy seeing lots of babies but then I think of negatives and am like NUH UH just don't feel shameful about it.