She would get so freaking self conscious if I wasn't hard right away before sex. So we only had sex like 6 times overall.
So we broke it off and haven't texting or talked to each other since. Her best friend came to visit for the weekend. She has always approved of me for her. Her best friend came up to talk to me and shook my hand (she was beyond wasted).
I'm just having a really hard time right now. While I've gotten a few girls numbers, I can't help but think my ex is having sex already because that was lacking in our relationship. She doesn't seem like a girl that would, but it's my fear. I want her to miss me and feel like she's missing out. She keeps everything bottled up so I doubt she would even tell me if she was.
I've been having an amazing week with my friends, but I go back home and think about how much I miss everything. It kills me that it may be like she doesn't care anymore.
I'm trying to move on, but I feel like sh*t because of the sex thing and I'm lonely. I'm 22, so can anyone with some life experience give me advice on the whole situation?
Thanks so much!