Now a year later I had a small conversation with her at a party ( she tells me she ignored me because she was shy , etc personal issues) and I thought I'd try again and see where it would lead us. After some time of chatting and stuff she made a suggestion to go and have something eat during lunch break ( school) with 2 other friends of her. The day before I ask her if it's still on and she says she's too shy with new people.
Still I didn't give up and I asked her again to do something in the vacation. It was on Valentine's and my mom brought us and her parents brought me back. The first date was very good to be honest, we hit it off really well and there was a natural chemistry.
After this we made arrangements for a second date at her house and after a long night we had our first kiss and it was everything I wanted it to be , it was all perfect.
Another week passes and we go out together at a party where things got very intimate and I was very happy to honest, things couldn't go any better.
The day after the party she came to my house too to get to know my mom a bit better and it was again very romantic , all good.
Now the week after that ( this week) she is having a bit of a hard time : bad grades, mad at mom+ stepdad , etc and I can sense that she is not that happy at all, still I try to cheer her up and give her advises.
Then Thursday she sends me a text saying she wanted to tell me something after school but I had already gone home... I knew immediately that something was wrong so I call her and she tells me basically that right now she wants to be alone and is not ready for a relationship... She also tells me that she doesn't want to hurt me and that I'm a very sweet guy and that it has nothing to do with me. She says that she doesn't even know herself why she wants to be alone..
After two days of thinking about it a bit I tell her on Facebook that I don't really understand the whole situation because everything was going so well and that all seemed perfect... She replies the same as bfr and says that she realized that she doesn't want anybody right now but that she didn't know this beforehand, she wanted to try but eventually it didn't work for her.
Right now I'm a bit confused and I'm not too sure where we stand, I know it's over but is there any chance that she will come back to me? The relationship hasn't been that long yet but I really have strng feelings for her and I don't want to lose her..
- she puts herself down a lot saying she isn't good in anything
- no contact with her real dad in a while
- was 2 years single before she was with me
- after break up uploads a picture on Facebook with a video link to a song that is about giving love a second chanc