Most Helpful Girl
Jealousy is a natural human feeling so it OK that you feel that. All wounds heal with time as well. For now focus on you and do things that make you happy so you aren't so consumed by this. She has a right to be with who she wants just as you do too. There IS someone out there for you and as much as you probably don't want to hear it there is probably a good reason why you 2 haven't worked out. Maybe you 2 are better off as friends anyway if you are struggling this much already with out the demands of a relationship in the mix too? Stop blaming yourself for what you have done in the past already you can't change it just decide to make better decisions going forward and learn and grow from it and forgive yourself. People make mistakes everyday no one is perfect we are all human.