-Freshman year I had a lot to deal with, guys weren't even on my radar until I met my ex that summer.
-We were great friends, then he went off to Hawaii for college, and for some dumb reason, because we both realized we really liked each other we decided to date.
-He stayed there all school year, but failed a couple of his classes. He was able to make them up that summer, and basically needed to. They let him do it for less. He didn't get home until August and after a couple weeks I was like "why won't you kiss me already." He forcefully kissed me for a few seconds then cussed me out.
- After that he confessed he had cheated on me and had felt too guilty to even touch me...
- My boyfriend knows I've dated a couple guys since then, and my relationships last a couple weeks, but he doesn't know I haven't kissed any of them, I'm 17.
Basically I'm freaking out because he isn't a virgin and he just found out I am. Should I even tell him I haven't been kissed?