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It sounds like you need to be more confident in yourself. In high school I was the out cast, had the same type of relationship with my boyfriend (he cheated, and was abusive) and when I got out of high school I found a passion and I received an edu action, which I was confident in, and slowly I became a very confident person. At 27 I went back to school and got a career in the medical field and I can honestly say I could give a sh*t less what anyone thinks or says. You have to so ehow boost your confidence be there is obv a reason why you don't think you are good enough to take a stand for youself. I'm sure there is nothing wrong with you. Find something you like that you excel in and become confident and you will feel so much better. Oh, and do this without having a girlfriend. It will teach you how to stand on your own:) I always ask myself why I didn't realize this sooner!