So all was well for 5 months until we ended up working together for a few weeks. During those weeks some issues arose and I felt it was best for me to let her go. I was under pressure at the time and when things settled I realized I had made a mistake.
I mentioned to her that I thought working together was the problem and she agreed. Two months later we a still apart.
After we split up, I asked to meet up and on 4 occasions she failed to make it giving many different excuses. I finally got to meet her one night and did something to make up for the mistake which I thought she liked, we spoke of future plans etc all seemed good.
Over the next two weeks it was back to her giving excuses for not being able to meet. I found myself having to be the 1st make contact. One of the future plans we made during the last meet was her work party. I asked did she want to see me there and she said yes. I wasn't sure under what grounds she wanted me there for so I plain asked her did she want to get back together. She said that she can't be in a relationship right now that she couldn't give 100%. I did my best to brush it off I didn't go to the party and the end result was for us to meet up to figure things out which was her idea.
We never got the chance to meet up. I got a bit mad on the day we planned to meet after she gave the impression she was off work that day so I made plans to finish work early so we could do something, she only had time for a quick coffee.
I came back later to say sorry etc but I did let her know she was wrong and she agreed. I've kept contact to a min since then. I saw her last night by accident when I stopped off at her work place. We had brief chat about what we've been up too etc. She asked me would I go to another one of her work parties on fri, I told her I might make it.
When I got home I text her a quick joke about something and mentioned that I was hoping not to see her because I do better when I don't see her and she replied back in good spirits.
I'm not sure what to do now, I did try my best to make up for my mistake but it didn't work. I'm getting on with things and have started dating again but I still think about this girl.
Should I go to the work party? Should I ask for that talk to figure things out again? or should I just get on with my life and she'll come back to me?
I feel like I should be making the moves because I let her go but I've been doing so for two months now.
All advice welcome. Thanks.