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Online relationship... are you kidding me?
You are not experiencing emotional abuse. You're just wrapping yourself up in fictional drama with some "online relationship" and wondering why he is not together with you. Emotional abuse would be if he was telling you you were worthless, calling you all sorts of degrading things, and trying to control you through your insecurities.
Go try real world interactions. I never understand how people can be so insecure as you have a relationship with someone over the internet.