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The friendship as you know it is over.
Total when harry met sally.
It ended on the trip. You have to gamble and let him know. Hopefully he feels the same way if not - you are in for heartache because the relationship dissolves after that. If you try to be his friend you will definitely torture yourself.
Unless he loves you back it will end badly. If he does love you back, don't cramp him or you will lose him.
Sorry for the harsh answer but its the cold hard truth - Stuey