I end up talking to my friend again and we take off where we left off- being friends and spending a bunch of time together. We would always go out together and one night we ended up falling asleep together in my room because my roommate had a guy over. We cuddled and fell asleep. The next night was the same thing except we made out. We ended up hooking up and spending a whole week together, it was awesome.
The older guy texts me everyday to ask me how I'm doing. He drove up to visit me once and took me out to the movies. He wanted to surprise me with a visit one weekend but I couldn't hang out because I was with my guy friend. I told him I didn't want any distractions from school and that I couldn't handle doing a long distance thing although I like him. He still wants to make it work.
Ever since I hooked up with my guy friends things have gotten extremely weird and awkward. I didn't see this coming. Ever since we started talking again, I was the one who took initiative to invite him out to places and stuff and he would do pretty much anything I asked him to do. He still does. However lately when we've been hanging out I haven't been having fun at all and I feel like things are weird. I feel extremely insecure with our friendship so we fight a lot. We had "the talk" like 2 days ago and I told him I didn't want to be his girlfriend and that it was freaking me out that he was treating me like one. We were drunk so I don't remember entirely what he said, but he said something along the lines of "well I haven't ask you to be my girlfriend because I don't want one" blah blah. I said well you are treating me like one and it makes me uncomfortable. He's also introduced me to all his friends and family and they all think we're together. Even when we go out in public he lingers really close to me and gets clingy. It's really annoying. I like hanging out with him like how it was when we first started talking but now I can't really stand him. I told him about the other guy and he gave pretty much gave no reaction.
I really like my guy friend but like I said I don't feel comfortable with where we are. He even told me he loved me last week but I pretended not to hear him. My best friend says that me and my guy friend are probably not going to work out from what I told her, which is sad because he knows how to make me happy.