He and I started dating about 2 years ago and she made up a lot of rumors and tried to tear us apart. Anyway, I've never been with any other guy at all, he's my first everything.
I still have days when I get really insecure and jealous of her. I feel somehow less than her, I don't know why. I always wanted to only have one guy, and for him to even be the only one I ever even kissed. We are planning to get married, but I don't know how to talk to him about this.
He can't feel jealous of my past, so he can't understand what I feel. Please help me