Thats not beautiful an I'm not proud of it. I had been abused by my ex boyfriend, for more than 8 months, I had to endure sexual violence, emotional abuse, all kind of threats, After I managed to escape this relationship, I turned into a different person, I wasn't stronger but I wouldn't let anyone approach me emotionally, and I'd never let myself have feelings for anyone. This is why I would date only guys who would never ask for an engagement from me.
Till I started dating my new boyfriend. He changed the entire picture, I learned to trust him, and I know that I want to be wtih him, for he makes me feel safe and happy. We were friends before we started dating and he knew how I was going about my relationships and I know that my old habits do bother him at times, though he rarely talks about it.
The question is: should I tell him what happened with my ex? Sometimes, I feel like I'm hiding things from him, and I don't like the feeling, but on the other hand, it is hard to talk about it. What could be best, since we are thinking about getting married?