We haven't talked much... mostly just passing by and making a quick joke? I really want to get to know him better, but we work in a fast paced environment where we're all in the same room together! There would be SO much gossip if I told anyone about my interest in him. It has been an absolute secret.
We were in the Emergency Room.
I feel like a girl a 12 year old kinda crush... I look at him and I get all the butterflies in my stomach!
I'm 24 By the way. Several weeks ago I got SUPER wasted with some friends. We found him on fb and my friends convinced me to add him! so awkward! I don't know him THAT well! I hope he doesn't think I'm creepy! He added me back right away though. Turns out we went to college in the same city right by each other for a year and then I went to school an hr and a half from there. It was out in the midwest and we're back on the west coast now! We have some things in common! hurray!
Today, his shift crossed over with mine a bit. Hurray! Or so I was thinking... he passed by me and before I had a chance to say hi he just quickly looked at the ground. He wasn't smiling or anything so I kind of... felt awkward? I was surprised to see him and I think he was surprised to see me! It just felt really awkward. He looked really busy and kind of in a bad mood tonight. I never caught him alone the rest of the night. I would have had to have walked up to him in front of the entire group and said hi to him on his computer to get his attention after that... so would have been awkward!
I noticed him glancing in my direction once... but who knows, he could have just been glancing in my direction, yanno? The patient board was behind my head and maybe he was looking at that?
Idk, if I've worked there for 3 months and see him 3-4 times a month... and nothing has happened by now... are my efforts pretty futile? Is it even worth a shot? I was always told that if a guy is interested he'll make the first move. I'm not sure if that's always true. I was just told not to go chasing boys.
I was going to write him and say that the nurses had told me he was new to the area... and maybe ask him if he'd like someone to show him around. I've lived here all my life except college, he moved here afterward. Is it totally creepy if I write him over fb? I mean, my last day is in two weeks and I don't think we have any of the same shifts together! I feel so screwed. I honestly just don't see him much and there is hardly time for conversation in an ER.
I mean.. I guess if he says nothing or says no at least I've tried?