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"If I got back together with him I'd be happy on the service but never fully because our standards are too different."
Isn’t happiness enough?
If you really want to get over him or find out why you are feeling this way, strange as it sounds you have to be on good terms with him, I assume you aren't today since you are not talking.
If you keep some form of contact with him you can also stop speculating and stop putting him and the relationship on a pedestal.
You then see all sides and have a better judgement on the situation and can make a better decision on whether your feelings for him are valid or not.
Either way its way better than to force your feelings out or “pretend” it’s over when it’s not.
There is a reason why you are thinking of him, I'd say find out why first before you decide anything else, unresolved issues is what makes us feel bad.