I DID the most stupidest thing I have ever done.
I broke it off with the.one peson.i truly love.
In the past, I have been abused, lied to and cheated on so bad by one person. After that, men who came into my lives I would give them a chance but they would fail me. They would.lie to me while dating another person and I wouldn't even know until.i found.out.
Now because of my stupidest action breaking it off with this.one man that I love, I broke it off because I was acared for my health because im.not feeling well, because of my damn degenerated disc and no health insurance without me being able to go to a hospital without getting bills piled up. Becux I'm stressed because I wanna get better but I can't my health is getting worst. I am the.most stupidest girl to break off with the.guy she lives even though its long distance I know its hard but no matter what I still love him yes he don't call me or text me.much anymore. But honestly that don't matter no more. Now he won't even talk to.me after I said I'm sorry i.dont mean it. Now, I feel that a piece of me is gone, I fukced up big time. And now I don't know what's going to happen. And he deleted me and blocked me after.
Now I'm just here with tears running down my cheeks and I just don't care if i.dont go to the hospital, I fucked up now I lost him..
so I wake up to text messages in the morning at 3am
I want to believe things will get better but...In the ling run your just going to fuck me over like my xwife...You keep breaking up with me my love I'm tired.
I can't sleep :'(
Tommorrow ill unblock you to talk as a little more about this..I woke up my roomate
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He's probably not cheating on you. You wrote all your message like that, and yet the title is "is he cheating on me or what". You seem to be too insecure for a serious relationship. If you're not able to trust your partner, don't require he trusts/helps/sticks around. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure that out.
It's just that actions have consequences (are you just discovering it), and after a while, even the kindest guy will be dead fed-up with random behaviour from the person he loves and who is supposed to love him.
I think the first step would be to beg for forgiveness, tell him you love him, and ask for a little time off so you can sort your most important problems.1