The only remote piece of contact I've had from her is through a close friend of mine.
A couple days ago said friend came knocking at my door wondering whether the rumours were true that I was to leave the University block and go to another. I said they were.
But it had me wondering how the hell he knew since I had only told my parents about it.
He told me that night prior to this my ex girlfriend had asked him whether I was or not.
Tonight I went out with a friend of my for a couple of drinks and to play some pool. Things were going great, I was chatting with some girls and suddenly my ex walked into the bar with her friend.
I went out for a quick smoke with my friend and in the corner of my eye I could see her staring at me, just like she did on week 3 of our break up.
If I turned to look at her she would look away almost immediately.
The reason she broke up, even though she didn't really explain (trust me it took some time to realize why she did), was because I had shouted out at her on a night when I had been heavily drinking.
I regret the shit I said, I really do, and I'm sorry for hurting her.
Should I send a letter, or would a text be enough?
Does she still like me?