Did me saying this ruin the chances of getting back together? I didn't want to break up, but the mixed signals he was giving me the last 2 weeks were confusing and stressing me out, that when he finally broke up with me, I was relieved that I finally know what's going on. But I never really thought of breaking up with him in the first place, I loved him and wanted to be with him. Would me standing up for myself and begging him not to leave have helped instead?
I also asked him during the conversation if he knew he wanted to break up two weeks ago since thats when he started getting distant. He said "no, i've been thinking for a few weeks."