My friends think I could do so much better. I probably can, but it's not like I think I can change her or anything. I just simply feel like I want to be with her. Even though she pisses me off and can have such a strong presence I simply see too much with her to look anywhere else. This could be my future wife here...and it's not like all relationship are butterflies and rainbows.
Another thing is she brought up something kind of scary. She has like a ovarian tumor or something. I don't know how to really deal with that. I'm not really worried about the chances of having kid's or not. We can always adopt and so many other things. I did some research and it really hasn't really told me much. They caught it early and from what I read treatment to catching it early is high. I don't know.