guys find me unattractive because i dont have ass and boobs. they make fun of me. they dont even want to take a bj from me. shall i kill myself? pls dont tell me to not care because i cant. and dont tell me the right guy will come cause he wont.
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don't think about it, if you show confidence and sureness, and an I don't give a FUCK what other people think, then you will see people starting to be attracted to you. You need to exhibit a different attitude. for almost a year now I did that because I was sick of everything, sick of the city I live in sick of people telling me what to do and how to do it. trying to 'help' me become the person they want me to be. and people have been doing that to me since I was a baby. I hate people telling me what to do, I always will. I have 2 sisters and a mom who needs her way, do you think I ever get any relief? walking out of the house yesterday to go out with 2 female friends and there was nothing to wear so I put on running shoes and regular sports socks and dressy shorts and some American eagle shirt or whatever brand it was. anyways I walk by te kitchen and my mother calls , e out on my socks being tolled down, because they were long. and I don't care about fashion or whatever other people are into, so we got into a fight over something dumb like that. I did give in to wearing a pair of those really uncomfortable short fall off your feet ankle socks, but I hated it the whole night.
anyways, this past year because of this I don't give a crap attitude I had, I couldn't stand anything. I quit the job I had, there were good people there and I even went to school to get a diploma in the field that I was working in, but it never panned out and I was getting angry that some people who did get a higher position than me were younger and less experienced, cheated the company or lied to get that job and didn't have the qualifications or diploma I had, they probably had some random unrelated university degree... big fucking whoop. I hate when university degrees outweigh an actual diploma from a related field. so I secretly quit my job and started looking at what I needed in my7 life. I had no close friends, never dated any girls, parents always on my back>>4