But I want him to ask me out and for us to actually be a couple, for real, a long lasting couple. I can't get him off my mind, I find myself thinking about him24/7 literally, I can't even sleep without him appearing in my dreams. My belly always feels all twisted and a mess when I think of him, I get butterflies, and I've never felt this way about anyone ever.
All of my past crushes are nothing compared to this, and I feel like I'm obsessed. I just want "us" so bad.
And I know I won't have the nerve to ask him out because we have to work together on a project for the next 2 months, and let's face it, that would be so awkward if he doesn't feel the same, and honestly I'd be crushed if he doesn't like me.