As you can tell my head is doing circles and I don't know what to do should I just question her next time we're together and see what she's thinking or what should I do?
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What do you mean "should you question her" the next time? She made it explicitly clear. This girl seems just like me: she has no interest in approaching a man and the thought makes her feel weird (for me, it makes me feel desperate/pathetic). Which is why YOU initiate the texts.
(The only difference between her and I she seems to keep to that gender role (all men should do it) while I believe if a man doesn't want to initiate, he shouldn't. But he better not expect me to.)
Do you want her to initiate texts sometimes or figure out where the two of you can hang out? You can talk to her about that. But it seems pretty clear to me that her answer will remain the same.