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You're in no way ready to be in any other serious relationship. You're still not over your EX. Better let Bill down easy before he gets hurt.
You're not confused, you just still have feelings for your EX that didn't seem to treat you that great in the past. Seems you need your EX to hurt you more before you realize people don't really ever change especially at his age. I hope im wrong, good luck.