I know I should move on and there has been other guys and like me but i just can't open up to them. I am terrified and I also don't want to move on. A part of me keeps thinking me and that other guy were meant to be, that somwhere down the road even though it's been 3 years already we will be together. Because he was essentially perfect. I dream about him still at nigh and I think about him all the time I just can't help it. I am only 21 and I know I need to somehow move on with my life but I just feel like I will never be ready.