This wasn't really a concern before yesterday when i saw two people i went to school with in relationships. One was in a relationship with a guy i had a small crush on 3 years ago and the other one was engaged. They found someone that wants to spend their life with them, and i can't even find someone to date... its so friking depressing... especially since i dont know whats hindering me finding someone/someone finding me.
I know im young and i know i dont NEED someone to be happy, but its a downer to think that no one thinks of you as worthy enough to use their time and energy on you. I belive i had pretty much everthing in life, except for someone that likes me (Thats not friends or family)
Im not that horrible and i know it, im ambitious, i eat helthy and work out, i have never been in a reltionship, so no crazy ex, i make an effort to look nice.. And i have been on some dates here and there, but nothing came out of it (maybe more my fault then his, but syill). And i was seeing this guy, and we are still talking, but its obiously he doesn't want to be in a reltionship with me.