I'll start by saying I have depression and anxiety. I worry about things way more than I should then do too much to prevent it from happening.
This has affected my boyfriend too. He says that it makes him sad too that I have depression and how I can't seem to stay happy for too long and I understand that. And we talked and I called him crying my eyes out and he said he loved me and it's okay and that it is something we both have to deal with but I just can't shake the feeling that maybe he'd be better without me. And I'm worried maybe he will break up with me for this because it hurts him too and he keeps telling me I'm making things up and I need to not worry about things that aren't real. But I can't help but over analyze his actions and think of how and when to break up with him because I honestly feel like he may get fed up with me and do it or something like it'll be too much for him eventually. We've been dating for 6 months now but I'm just so confused with my anxiety and it targets him the most.
I find myself every night bracing for when he will want to leave me because that's the feeling my gut tells me and everyone says to listen to your gut but when you have anxiety and depression, your gut tells you lies. I don't know what to do and how to make the voices go away. I know I'm worrying about nothing but I want to be myself again so he doesn't have to suffer too.
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Because of your anxiety and depression you're most likely over reacting.
You're boyfriend has said that he loves you and that he wants to help you out so you should let him. He's your boyfriend and you should share your problems with him. "A problem shared is a problem halved."0