Why, why? Other guys hate and look down on me, and girls seem to fear me, and they think I don't know, I can see it in how they act, how they talk to me, I can sense it in them, WHY? I'm not the one that insults and berates people, I'm not the one picking fights even though I swear I wish most people would die, so why? I try o be nie and pleasant to everyone despite the fact that I've always been bullied and alienated, I don't do anything to hurt anyone, at worst I'm very talkative and act kind of dumb, but something to be feared? Can people just sense the anger inside of me and fear me accordingly, because, I swear, I didn't just fucking choose to be angry, 17 YEARS OF ISOLATION CREATED THIS ANGER WITHIN ME!!! But even then, I still try to show people kindness and compassion, despite how much I fucking hate them, so why, of all people, instead of the cruel, Narcissitic bullies am I feared? Why are arrogant jerks that insult people that don't do anything like me loved and cherished by girls and their peers? Why is it that people like me, me, I feel guilty when I snap at somebody for messing with me (like tossing my shit across a room), are insulted and isolated for reasons they don't understand, but the people that are abrasive and cruel and selfish that I'm surrounded by are treated like gods? Jeez, humans, am I right, just another foolish animal, like ants, I hate them. They destroyed my happiness, my idealism, and my self-esteem, and now they fear me for what they've done, how ironic.
Why do people fear me, hate me?
How expensive does a FIRST DATE have to get before you insist on SPLITTING the bill? Would you ever go on a double date for a first date? I'm still nervous around my boyfriend? Is finding the one a pretty mutual thing. you both just know? Do you think EVERYONE is capable of CHEATING given the right circumstances?
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