But I can't stop thinking about the facial expressions he made, different reactions to the music and the crowd around him that revealed small bits of his personality, his style in clothes, the way he kept fumbling with his hat, his phone, his gauges..
I don't know whether it was that this particular guy was just the embodiment of "my type" or if I somehow fell for him through body language. Either way, how the hell do I get over this? He was probably about 5'6, was wearing sagging pants with a large green baggy shirt and a trippy snapback, had gauges, a shy grin, cracked up phone, had a darker complexion, looked like he might be Chicano, very high cheekbones, square jaw, straight nose, thin almond eye shape.. I need to get over this. I have a career and I'm too old for these kinds of crushes.
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You can't do anything. Isn't it funny how it hurts before anything even started? Sucks, I know. Unless by pure chance you see him within the next 4 hours, just try to keep your mind busy, till u find someone else