Most Helpful Girl
Girl, been there, done that. I love my best friend dearly, but am not interested in dating him. We've made out, I've given him a blowjob and he's eaten me out and we've had sex before. I actually lost my virginity to him. He got a girlfriend soon after, but we are still very close. No one knows about all the sexual stuff we've done. Having sex changed nothing between us. He's still just my best friend. We still joke around and talk about our crushes with each other and comfort each other when we're upset. I'm very protective of him as well as he is of me. We've cuddled and held hands and stuff, but I was never interested in dating him. Maybe tell him how you feel? There's no shame in having some sexual desires for him and there's nothing wrong with wanting to explore a sexual relationship with him. If he's not into it, then that's fine, but you never know if you don't ask.