All my life, I have been rejected and scrutinized by my peers. Black folks treat me so bad and make fun of my neurological disorder. They say I am retarded and all woman think I am ugly. I guess I will die alone and every time I look in the mirror. I see this shithead and a Chimpanzee. I just wish God didn't throw a light bulb on my face and make me a piece of shit. I hate who I am. I don't love myself and females don't show me any love. Why was I born? I don't have any motivation to prevail in life. I am a piece of junk and a nappy dude. I feel so nappy and ugly inside. Yesterday, I seen all these big booty light skinned females an I was turned on by them. I asked myself? "Why the Fuck would a female want a piece of shit like me?" I'm a ole garbage can dude.
Most Helpful Girl
Stop talking down to yourself like this. I'm sorry that you've been rejected by your peers. Everyone gets rejected at one point or another, but it sounds like right now you are your own worst critic. You need to try building yourself up, and I would suggest talking with a counselor regularly. Attitude really is everything. You aren't ugly, you don't look like a chimp, so stop with all of that mess.
Also, what do the females being "light skinned" have to do with anything?3
Most Helpful Guy
My son has autism on the more severe end of the spectrum. There is no 'why'.
There's also no good answer as to why billions are born lacking access to health care, so many are hungry, so many physically ravaged by disease.
Like most humans you have been dealt a mixture of lucky and unlucky traits.
I'm sorry you're struggling right now. You have a lot going for you.
You don't strike me as ugly. I suspect it's social skills that have held you back dating. Social skills are exactly that:skills. Some people pick them up naturally. Some need more formal practice. That doesn't mean you can't build them.
On top of that dating is tougher for men under 25 than older. Don't give up hope because of the past.0