But anyway I liked a guy I was in close proximity with all the time for quite a while but things didn't exactly work out, he ended up with another girl and I ended up seeing a guy. Ultimately I realized I that guy wasn't right for me and since then I've been feeling so weird.
I've never been in a serious relationship. I liked the first guy I mentioned for a couple years. So I guess I went from having him to focus on and be giddy about to seeing a guy who gave me those same feelings to just nothing. Don't get me wrong, I'm not the type that likes every guy or the type that NEEDS a relationship or something like that. As I've said I've never really had one.
I just don't like this feeling of having no one to look forward to romantically. I have a life by the way, I keep busy enough. I hate this feeling though! Its driving me crazy.