I was humiliated and made fun of by a group of insecure, unhappy in their own marriage type a- holes. I swear I was holding my own until it just started to dawn on me that I am 31 and I've yet to feel, what even a decent hug feels like.
Women treat me like I'm some weirdo. Anxiety issues and bad child hood really messed my mind up over the years so I self depricate and my family are to blame for a lot of my negativity.
I don't even feel like going back to work. I've just been feeling really down and suicidal. I mean can't at least one person find it in their heart to make me feel like a normal human being. I'm not even asking for sex just affection of some sort.
I really really hate my life.
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Have you considered seeing a psychiatrist? The whole anxiety, bad childhood and suicidal things are more serious than you might think. I've been in your shoes, I know how you feel, but I also know that it gets bettter if you allow it.
None of this is related to your colleagues being complete pricks though. That was simply uncalled for.2THIS IS NOT RELEVANT ANYMORE