Anyway, mid April this year, sudden no contact. It started to slow because final stuff for the yea was starting, so that's expected. She responded to a message apologizing she hasn't been in contact too much but she just said she has been unimaginably busy with school, and didn't have the time or energy to focus on anything else. So I kind of laid off contact for a bit to give her space and work. I've been trying to be accomodating. And from then till now (two months), I sent a few messages. no responses. Since then, I have just assumed that she is done with me, and that is completely heartbreaking. I've been pretty down lately.
Anyway, one of my good friends who's been talking me through this recommended OKCupid. I'm not the type to sleep around. I never have and don't want to I dont' think. I want a relationship with someone I can love. Not just sleep aroudn (aka tinder, etc). It's not hard for me to meet women at college (I'm confident, etc), but I just have a dealbreaker about partying, drinking excessively, drugs, etc. I can't stand it. It's a a dealbreaker for m. And at college, finding that's basically impossible. So OKCupid... werid for a heartbroken 21 year old in college? I guess I just hate being alone, and want a girl I can love like I thought I had. Thoughts?