I had a fling with a guy and it ended because my depression kicked it. I would like to apologize for all of my outbursts and for things I said to him. He thinks I was insulting him but I actually saw myself as worthless and thought he only wanted sex from me because I didn't deserve more. How should I apologize? He won't respond to my text msgs.
Would you forgive me if I said this to you?
I want to say, "I'm sorry. I battled depression for years and it left me with a low self esteem because I couldn't get better. I got the help I needed. Now that o have recovered I look back and see that while I thought I only came across as I hated myself that I may have hurt you too. I was awkward at your apartment because I didn't think I was pretty. I was hurt when you ended it because I thought it was because of my depression. I sent you msgs because you didn't respond and that confirmed to
Me that I was worthless. I was addicted to hating myself. I never thought you were a pig; I just thought no guy would ever really like me. I see how my hatred for myself may have come across as anger but it wasn't directed at you. I was angry at myself. I'm sorry and I hope you see how sincere I am.
What Guys Said 1
I know a girl like you and she claims to love me. Her really low self esteem is the reason I don't like her. More of a turn off than anything else0
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