Most Helpful Guy
It sounds like you have both feelings of love for him mixed with feelings of hate.0THIS IS NOT RELEVANT ANYMORE
Most Helpful Girl
Ah, I've had this feeling before! But I hope you don't make the same mistake as I did..
I broke up with this guy because the relationship was becoming boring, and I kinda knew he wasn't the right guy but I didn't have enough guts, so about one month later we got back together again. During that one month I was feeling just like you now. We managed to date about another 2.5 years after that, but towards the end, I caught him emotionally cheating on me and it was all ended for good.
But it left me very much heartbroken and guarded when it comes to matters of the heart after that.
My advice: Stay firm where you are, you're doing the right thing.0THIS IS NOT RELEVANT ANYMORE