I don't know what the hell is wrong with me, but I feel like I can't get out of my own head when I'm dating someone. Either:
1) When things are good I feel like I'm being sweet and well-behaved, but at any moment they can say something inappropriate or unintentionally disrespectful... and I'll lose that romantic feeling. Like it breaks the happy loving spell
2) I just say or do something embarrassing or stupid and be forced to wonder how much I could have weirded them out until they reach out to talk to me again
3) I have up and down moments of wanting them in my life - and then thinking that I'm better off without them when they aren't around
4) I do SOMETHING dramatic or emotional to saboage the relationship (not talking about cheating or insulting - moreso threatening to break up because they haven't shown me they love me to the extent I want to see)
I feel like I'll never REALLY be able to connect with another person on an honest and stable level.
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It could have been me typing this word for word... i feel the same way. I tend to go off guys pretty easy, from liking them a lot , then i find one thing i don't like and cut i all ties. I have gotten to the stage where i c an't imagine being with any guy. I feel happy knowing someone else feels the same way , because i was worried in case i was the only one1THIS IS NOT RELEVANT ANYMORE