I love spoiling a guy when I am taken. I give too much an don't receive. I have tried online full of fakes.
I seem to attract taken guys then end up growing feelings for them. Guys who are single I feel are for a reason as am I with my struggle to find a genuine person.
I have had 3 boyfriends one a liar , the other too young to commit an the other a wimp an coward. He lead me on for days cus he didn't have balls to say it's over.
I feel like I am not meant to settle down. Guys I meet just expect too much too soon. Or they approach in such a sleazy way. I have no guy mates an rarely go out so I feel like I got no chance to find anyone good