Months es went by and by may I started freakinfg out because I was catching more feelings for him. So I broke it off because he told me he wanted to be with his kid but he only way was marrying the girl and bringing her here to the United states.
A couple of weeks went by and we both missed eachother. My bday came up and he asked to see me and gave me a gift. And it felt like things went back to being how they used to. Even better things became more official.
Now ow the baby was just born 3 days ago and he didn't go for the birth. He said it was too much money to travel to not really spend time with his son. He is going in October. I asked him what was going to happen with us and he said he doesn't know. But the only option is to bring them here.
Ps the girl says they are together but I don't understand how they can be. He travels there ones every 2 years and he says they aren't really. And if he decides to be with her it's only for the kid not because he loves her.
I love him and I have been supportive and not bringing up the subject much but it's killing me to know that it can end as soon as he goes there. I wish he would chose me and I'm not sure what to do. He says he is confused and that hurting me.