I'm like wtf no she isn't. And he say yes she is.
I notice we been hanging out a lot lately. Outside of random partys and sex. Last week she asked did I want to go bowling because she didn't want tk go alone. I said yes. Then yesterday she came over and we watched ex machina like at 2 am. we both feel asleep on the couch.
I woke up spoonin her guys. It was weird. I don't do that maybe til like after sex or something. And I looked at while she was sleep and she looked beautiful not sexy but beautiful. And I fuckin smiled when I saw her sleep.
I think I actually like her. And I that's gotta stop. So I'm gonna do something I can't start something with her or anybody else. I don't do relationship any more.
She supposed to be one of my guy friends. Who is a woman that I fuck. Thats how I always so it until now. She invited me to her birthday party two weeks from now. And I don't know. And when she comes over and we are alone we don't have sex anymore we just talk. And chill and shit you know.
Ben all like she ur girlfriend and I said I never asked her to be so she isn't. And he said that he heard from a mural friend that she likes me.
Not sexual like but she has feelings.
Fuck dude I'm gonna have to cut her loose. I would rather be alone then take that chance.