I know that Lucas guy. I know he wouldn't do anything. It's not that.
But, recently, we had a fight. Over me being jealous of her talking to some person on the internet. It's not that I didn't trust her, I just couldn't help the feeling of ever losing her. What if that person is better than me? What if they're gonna get along better than we do? What if she leaves me? I was really upset over it because this month hasn't been going well for me so even the slightest thing set me off. She got mad at me and said she was hurt with how I thought her feelings for me weren't serious. She got upset with how I thought she would leave me just like that and asked me if I think her feelings don't matter.
And I admit, I was being irrational. And I knew that and I apologized. It's only been a day and she tells me this.
This upsets me and I worry and I'm not comofortable with her being with some other guy even if it's an act. But if I tell her that, I will turn out as a huge asshole after that fight.
I don't know if she's doing this on purpose to get her revenge for that fight, but I'm not liking it and I'm really anxious. I'm getting that feeling in my stomach like before a huge exam. Only it's ten times worse.
Am I supposed to grit my teeth and look the other way because of what I did? Or is she in the wrong here? I don't know what to do... Please give me some advice and/or opinions!