Most Helpful Girl
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Excuses. First fix up your self esteem. Delete the toxicity, your parents filled in your head.
Secondly, get a new car or a new job.
Worry about the girlfriend stuff lately because if you can't even develop a back bone for yourself, you won't stand a chance at all with the opposite sex. You are just waiting for a stronger person to piggy back you.
No self belief- no backbone. Then you are just like the rest who let life's general problems take over you. You are a truly slave to the system and environment.