This guy is older than me. He and some people know talk behind my back about me , which has truth about it and kind of embarrassing. I am so insecure for that reason. I am otherwise attractive and smart. I refused his question for a couple of years living in the same apartment complex. I felt like he really like me but I can't forget his bully. He is literally chasing me and I make out with him. I honestly do t know if my vulnerability attracts him. He spent the whole afternoon cuddling an kissing newish passion. It feels like he has a genuine feeling. At the same time something inside me screams run. I honestly felt good being that desired somehow. At the same time I felt like he wants to use me for sex because I am a good girl. He even asked me if I was a virgin.