Her she is always playful, tries to tease me and fake insult me, tries to cuss or seem "older" and she ends up just looking cute instead cause she seems afraid to say it lol. She will never compliment me without a catch or saying something back. She always says things like she doesn't want me there or doesn't want to talk to me but she never means it. We kinda mess around like little kids lol. To be fair I kinda treat her the same.
Its just when she she doesn't do it I get really affected cause I think she doesn't like me cause I've gotten used to talking to her everyday. For example today she barley talked to me, still casual convos. She looked like she was tired and distracted and I learned she slept really late but during that whole time I couldnt keep myself from thinking of the worst possible situations. Im afraid to try anything cause I dont want to loose her. I end up being un romantic like patting her on the head or something. And when she pointed out that she noticed that I tease her about everything and looked me in the eye I had a slight panic thinking she could know I like her o. o... I dunno I just dont feel like I fit in the regular friend category or crush to her. Someone wanna elaborate?