The feelings I have for him grow by the day & I can't be in the same room as him, even if it's during orchestra with 80 others, without getting crazy butterflies.
1st rehearsal, I see him. I see how he acts. He's nice, really funny. Hella cute. He's also 2 years older than me.
One day, a month into barely knowing him, I accidentally added him on Facebook. I didn't know until I got a notification that I was added back.
I regretted it at first, until I messaged him. An extended paragraph, that begins & ends with apologies for sending a random message, where the basic idea is: "hey, when's rehearsal?"
He sent the message to a group chat with his friends. (A girl who knows him told me this. She does not know I like him)
He responded, also with an extended paragraph & within a speedy 5 seconds or so. (1 month ago)
Last Sunday, I messaged him again. No, it wasn't a "hey what's up" kind of thing, it was a conversation starter, an open ended question. Again, he responds quickly. We talked for an hour. My stomach was fluttering the entire time & there was no way you could wipe the grin off of my face. I cut it off, given it was late & I didn't want the conversation to run stale. He said he had fun, then said bye. That was that. It was a great conversation, he has lots of interesting things to say. (not just because I like him.)
I've spent too much time staying late thinking about him. It's very bad, I mean, I'm losing sleep!
Usually I've got it all planned out. But this is different. l've never felt so... fluttery. I have no ideas. Obviously, I don't wanna dive in head first, but I do want to start somewhere. How do I befriend him. How do I get close to him. I mean, who knows, maybe we'll end up being better as friends anyway. All I know is that he, despite what many people tell me, is an amazing person. And I really like him. I want him in my life as more than just an acquaintance, & as of now, more than a friend. What do I do?