Most days myself esteem is about average. Somedays higher than others.
Especially when I excersise.
The thing is today is today it has plummeted. For some reason I feel and unlovable now please don't get me wrong not every day am I struggling with self esteem but today had been tough.
Although I am overweight I have been working very hard to get back into shape. I swim. I bike like today about 18 miles. Donated blood today too. I have done aqua zumba and recently have started regular zumba.
I play basketball and love tennis. And I am almost always hyper.
Thing is although guys say they like me and I mean online what happens of they meet me in person and don't like what they see? I mean I am not obese I am just not thin in fact my back and my legs are pretty solid.
My dress size is about a twelve and pants are 4-6.
Thing is I wonder if I would be able to find a guy interested. Other issue is when guys seem to only want sex. And I say naw I'm waiting for marraige. They kinda like cop out.
Just wondering what I am doing wrong here.
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You may have worn yourself out giving blood and all. For tonight, just get some good sleep. Doesn't sound like anything wrong with you.
If exercising makes you feel good, do it regularly. But don't run yourself to death because you think you're overweight0