Now I’ve been working for two years but I don’t like my job and I am considering to change my work, I want to get a master degree but I don’t know what to study. Anyway, I haven’t find the goal/way in my life and that makes me really panic and no confident.
The only thing I am confident about is my appearance but I am also worried about what if they meet other girls that are prettier than me? I know I should not be worried about this and this is useless and ridiculous, but I am just filled with insecurity. L
I feel nothing to be proud about myself is a big problem. If I date a guy that has similar background as mine, I am always funny and talkative but I never fall in love with them. However, I can’t be myself when dating those guys that are high educated and I have a crush on. I become silence and stiff as a stone, so after few times dating, it always ends very soon. And I got hurt badly.
Can anyone help?
I don’t know if it will be better if I figure out the goal/way in my life so I have something to focus about? Or this is just not a problem?